Margaret Sullivan
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Margaret Sullivan’s two poems "Hurricane Betsey" and "Our Cottage" present a nostalgic look at haunting memories, reminding us of why certain moments never leave us.
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Hurricane Betsey
Wurlein’s window, the real Basilica
where certain people made certain choices
just buy an organ
just buy a baby grand
the white one with gold keys
maybe some kid’s Christmas present
some special anniversary
drive along Canal Street
suddenly, you want an organ
we weren’t allowed to
go to the bomb shelter
at my school
and sleep beside the
Ursuline sisters as they were
serving soup and
showing movies on a
linen bedsheet
“I’m not sleeping on the floor in that basement
beside all those losers!”
shouted my father
“We’re finding a hotel.”
so we were on Canal Street
not buying a piano
not being tourists
not looking for po boy stands
not obeying the authorities
by going to the bomb shelter
Here’s what you do
when Betsey comes calling
you lower the windows
one or two inches
same on each side
so the winds match each other
winds from the east match
winds from the west
the car will be rocking
the winds will blow through it
and not tip you over
same with your house
Hurricane Betsey was coming on strong
the eye of this hurricane
set squarely in the City center
before my eyes
the window of Wurlein’s
blew in like crushed ice
our car was rocking
the street was strewn with
overturned cars
splinters of glass
sliced through the back seat
glass from the east
getting caught in my hair
to get a hotel room
you must leave the car
you should not leave the car
rocking your children
but you need a hotel room
the honeymoon suite
is all that they have
three oranges, canned stew
cooked under a lighter
five spoons in the saucepan
a heart shaped bed
we were told
we could bring
one thing
I brought my blue bear
Frank brought his slide rule
Patrick brought the index
of the encyclopedia
it was heavy in his arms|“One thing,” said my father
“One thing,” said my father
“One thing you could bring|and you chose the index?”
and you chose the index?”
“All of civilization
will be destroyed tonight,”
said my brother
who was nine at the time
all of it
as we know it
will be gone
all in one night
and that night
is tonight
Our Cottage
A sweep of a glass wall exposed
the interior
the iron and glass dining table
the living room on the right
a granite platform most would call a coffee table
seven cedar steps built for a prior purpose
I could see right into the soft white beds
a chair he had won a design award for
an ebony black pedestal bowl
resting inside the full skeleton of a fawn
arranged like the reception area flowers
at the Excelsior Hotel in Rome
an iron stove for a fireplace
a stone mantel behind it
holding a simple glass vase
a wide bouquet
of porcupine quills
stood straight up
He told me stories, late at night,
about how he found these things
some of them being illegal to have
here in Canada
where he rescues eagles
bathroom walls of clean heavy teakwood
floors of granite that actually felt soft
the bathtub so wide
that you could stretch out your arms and legs
become the Vitruvian Man
and not touch the sides
circular window along the side of the tub
showing you shining woods
and the edge of the slope
that led down to the water
at night time, it showed you nothing
but waving shadows and mysterious movements
Much was going on low on the ground
much moving of little feet
rearranging of fruits and branches and pinecones
much was going on inside the leaves
much fluttering of wings
swishing of nest material
at the top of the trees
there was constant
manipulating of branches
an owl maybe
or just the wind maybe
breaking the curtain
of forested darkness
letting in dark blue
revealing very quickly
one star
then shutting the curtain
fast and hard
How did I see it again?
was it in the sky
was it reflected
onto the bath water?
there was much
moving around in there too
as I shivered
under the pressure
of the tide
and the wind
and the wildlife
and the changing light
Professor Sullivan is a poet and lecturer who publishes in the. areas of vinyl music consumption and stigma, especially around mental illness. She created the Summer Arts Camp at Columbia College , North America’s first all day all arts camp. She founded the “The Journal of Undiscovered Poets” and acts as editor in chief. Margaret lives on Salt Spring Island.
Hurricane Betsey Margaret Sullivan Wurlein’s window, the real Basilicawhere certain people made certain choicesjust buy an organjust buy a baby grandthe white one with gold keysmaybe some kid’s Christmas presentsome special anniversarydrive along Canal Streetsuddenly, you want an organwe weren’t allowed togo to the bomb shelterat my schooland sleep beside theUrsuline sisters as they wereserving soup andshowing movies on alinen bedsheet“I’m not sleeping on the floor in that basementbeside all those losers!”shouted my father“We’re finding a hotel.”so we were on Canal Streetnot buying a pianonot being touristsnot looking for po boy standsnot obeying the authoritiesby going to the bomb shelterHere’s what you dowhen Betsey comes callingyou lower the windowsone or two inchessame on each sideso the winds match each otherwinds from the east matchwinds from the westthe car will be rockingthe winds will blow through itand not tip you oversame with your houseHurricane Betsey was coming on strongthe eye of this hurricaneset squarely in the City centerbefore my eyesthe window of Wurlein’sblew in like crushed iceour car was rockingthe street was strewn withoverturned carssplinters of glasssliced through the back seatglass from the eastgetting caught in my hairto get a hotel roomyou must leave the caryou should not leave the carrocking your childrenbut you need a hotel roomthe honeymoon suiteis all that they havethree oranges, canned stewcooked under a lighterfive spoons in the saucepana heart shaped bedwe were toldwe could bringone thingI brought my blue bearFrank brought his slide rulePatrick brought the indexof the encyclopediait was heavy in his arms|“One thing,” said my father“One thing,” said my father“One thing you could bring|and you chose the index?”and you chose the index?”“All of civilizationwill be destroyed tonight,”said my brotherwho was nine at the timeall of itas we know itwill be goneall in one nightand that nightis tonightOur CottageMargaret Sullivan A sweep of a glass wall exposedthe interiorthe iron and glass dining tablethe living room on the righta granite platform most would call a coffee tableseven cedar steps built for a prior purpose I could see right into the soft white bedsa chair he had won a design award foran ebony black pedestal bowlresting inside the full skeleton of a fawnarranged like the reception area flowersat the Excelsior Hotel in Romean iron stove for a fireplacea stone mantel behind itholding a simple glass vase a wide bouquet of porcupine quills stood straight upHe told me stories, late at night,about how he found these thingssome of them being illegal to havehere in Canadawhere he rescues eaglesbathroom walls of clean heavy teakwoodfloors of granite that actually felt softthe bathtub so wide that you could stretch out your arms and legsbecome the Vitruvian Manand not touch the sidescircular window along the side of the tubshowing you shining woodsand the edge of the slope that led down to the waterat night time, it showed you nothingbut waving shadows and mysterious movementsMuch was going on low on the groundmuch moving of little feetrearranging of fruits and branches and pineconesmuch was going on inside the leavesmuch fluttering of wingsswishing of nest materialat the top of the treesthere was constant manipulating of branchesan owl maybeor just the wind maybebreaking the curtain of forested darknessletting in dark bluerevealing very quickly one starthen shutting the curtain fast and hardHow did I see it again?was it in the sky was it reflected onto the bath water?there was muchmoving around in there tooas I shivered under the pressureof the tide and the wind and the wildlifeand the changing light