Gospel Chinedu
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A poem made up of perhaps more questions than answers, in “Babel,” Gospel Chinedu manages to interweave language, attempts at litany, and Louise Glück together in an effort to find glimpses of solace within.
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in what language do I say joy without passing my tongue along the blade of my incisors the first step to healing is an incision & I doctor of my wounded self I insert the scalpel at every incision point my body motionless like rigor mortis everything I had to say I said with my eyes wide open yet blank my mouth was a filter paper what I let out was not mine to carry but the wind’s it’s how we transmit a portion of ourselves into another like daughters becoming their mother’s grief whenever she sobbed like black boys sounding as loud as gunshots & oh my God, run in a physics class I paid attention to astronomy highlighted words like space & gravity kept them safe like a secret when I first learned about x-rays I looked at people with a tendency to see beyond their skins once I looked at my mother & found her falling through thin ice drowning the water up to her scalp as she peered into my eyes seeking salvation the only salvation I know is immersion & resurrection my body plunged into a pool & pulled out in the name of the Father & son & holy ghost what is left of my eyes is compassion & the locked cage of my teeth rusty from disuse desolation dragged me to the doorway with no key in the music of my tongue it was Louise Glück who said that at the end of her suffering there was a door & I’m wondering how long she must have trod the lines of the thread how thick the fibres how often she must have driven the needle into the keyhole to break loose how much agony she must have learned from agony if the blade ever felt like cotton on her skin if the cotton ever felt like a blade the body is spectacular the way it hills grief until it heals when I am down I am damned to poetry every line an antagonist on days when the metaphors are too weak too ordinary to save me tell me beloved in what language do I say sorrow without a silent consonant in the end in what language do I not say euphoria without a silent vowel in the beginning
Gospel Chinedu is a Nigerian poet from the Igbo descent. He currently is an undergraduate at the College Of Health Sciences, Okofia where he studies Anatomy. He loves music and is a big fan of Isak Danielson. His poems are mostly speculative and cut across different themes. He is a 2021 Starlit Award Winner, Runner Up for the Pacific Spirit Poetry Prize 2023, the Blurred Genre Contest (Invisible City Lit), 2023, Honorable Mention in the Stephen A. Dibiase Poetry Prize, 2023 and also a finalist in the Dan Veach prize for younger poets, 2023. His works of poetry have appeared or are forthcoming in Chestnut Review, Worcester Review, Augur Magazine, Fantasy Magazine, MUKOLI, Strange Horizons, Fiyah, The Deadlands, Channel, Apparition Lit, Mud Season Review, Trampset, The Drift, Consequence Forum, The Rialto, BathMagg and other places. Gospel tweets @gonspoetry.